The 5 songs I'm listening to this week and why. 1/24/21 - 1/30/21
Ayyy what’s up everyone?? I’m almost finished with writing my autobiography and turning it into my agent!! So I’m back with my weekly music lists!!! Sorry for the wait. But here you go!
Lil Tracy - “Beautiful Nightmare”
When he says “Pulled up in Benz Truck bumpin Lil Peep” 😢 I felt that but as much of a Lil Peep fan I am, I recognize that Tracy stands on his own two feet and makes damn good music himself. I am a Tracy fan and as a guy that’s been through the ups and downs of personal demons I love to see people win against their personal shit. Much respect Tracy. Keep going brother. Your music touches people all over the world you don’t even know. 🙌🏾
La Roux - “In For The Kill” (Skream’s Let’s Get Ravey Remix)
This is my absolute favorite version of this song. The way it starts, focusing on the vocals. I just love it and then when the best drops 🔥🔥. I’m doing it for a thrill, I’m hoping you understand. All my hopes are on the line.
Clint Mansell - “Waves Crashing on Distant Shores of Time”
I heard this song on Black Mirror and to me it feels like amazing memories you wish you could live again. You’ve gotta watch the San Junipero episode. It’s so good and sad too. It’s like life. ❤️
Timmy Trumpet & Gabry Ponte - “Mad World”
This video is amaze balls! Love the homage to the original in the beginning. I wish I was in Europe at a festival listening to this live… One day! 🎶
Lil Peep - “Star Shopping”
Right now I know I’m not worth it but if you give me time, I could work on it. Give me some time while I work on it. Man not many people in life can say they had their dream girl but I did! And I fucked it up. 💔 I didn’t know what I had when I had it and it makes so sad today to know they she gave me sooooooo many chances. She gave me time and more time and more time still. She lost all her patience with me. That’s a pain that I just have to hold and it’s nobody fault my own so I hold it, for life. I just wish she could know what was in my heart. Instead of manning up, I fell to pieces. If life decides on giving me a second dream girl, despite me not deserving it, I’ll just try to make the same mistakes. Because better people than me didn’t even get one and I understand that and my pain is my fault. Sometimes in life, you lose. You just lose and that’s what it is. I lost with her. I won’t ever be able to change that. It hurts soooo much. Nobody to blame but myself. 😢 I wish she could know that it wasn’t her, it was me. She was perfect. Absolutely perfect.