Lil Peep šš£
Probably at my lowest, you know what got me through it? Lil Peep. The music artist and his music was like the soundtrack to my life. I was so down bad on drugs and it felt like I was drowning and I just couldnāt get my head above water. I had the woman of my dreams. I had her. We lived together and I was so lost. I wanted to be this great amazing guy for her. The one she definitely deserved and I just couldnāt. I had the girl, the job, brand new car, and everything, but I was self destructing. It really felt like nobody knew what I was going through, and I was distant from everyone in my life. Lil Peep knew though. Itās like he understood everything and became my best friend despite me never meeting him. āCome Over When Youāre Soberā part 1 & 2 felt like my soundtrack. I had a great woman who just could not understand why I couldnāt just be clean. That I had no answers for her still haunts me to this day. Lil Peeps music hurts and heals, itās so weird. I have so many thanks to Gus for helping me get through my tough times and I feel bad that Gus himself didnāt have anyone for that. Addiction is a motherfucker and I hope we all experience freedom one day. Lil Peep is the man. His music will live on forever and anytime I donāt think someone understands me, all I have to do is press play. Thanks Gus. RIP. šš£